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Re: Jeannie Pepper
by Richard E. Adams	2006-10-11 06:26:20	[17098]
A good question! Partly, my inspiration has something to do with not having had sex for a long time. It also has to do with curiosity about those who have had a wide variety of sex and with many partners, in contrast to myself. Does sex eventually become boring, or even an effort, for those people? I sometimes, but not always, find it arousing to see a woman smoking. Sometimes I find it rather repulsive. One attractive, busty young woman I knew that smoked said she smoked because it was glamorous. I am not sure if she actually believed that, or whether she was trying to rationalize her behavior. Women seem to be able to play many different roles, sometimes semi-concurrently. They can be a mother, or a devoted wife, or be seductive and sexy, or play the whore, or be a career woman, etc., etc. Can the attractive 'soccer mom' also be a desirable, hot slut? Or be an ambitious career woman? Or sometimes, all three? And what is erotic, and why? And what is pornographic, and why? My drawings are a way of expressing my (often sexual) feelings, and an attempt to connect with something or someone else's reality. And during the process, I ask myself, how do I care about what it is (the object) that I am rendering? For me, it is as if I must have a certain amount of reverence or love for that object or being that I am performing a rendering of.
In reply to: Jeannie Pepper